Month: February 2016
Make Up, Not Break Up Part 2: Punches, Kicks, And Throwbacks
“They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do”-Lana del Rey, Video Games
Two Sundays ago, Berna and I have finally made up. We were sweetly texting each other, and our call lasted for hours. But come Monday, we were fighting again, and this time punches and kicks are involved, because nothing says “I love you and I’m glad we’re okay again” like the video game violence that is Street Fighter IV.
For casual gamers and fight game enthusiasts who have yet to get into the series, Street Fighter IV is a good title to start getting into the almost-thirty-year old fight game mainstay. It has colorful and lively cel-shaded graphics, easy combos and controls that make the game feel like the original arcade hit, and the roster includes familiar well-loved classic characters and fresh faces who will be future favorites. On the other hand, for long-time fans, other than those aforementioned reasons, it’s the nostalgia factor. I wasn’t born in 1987 yet, which when Street Fighter first hit the market as a token-operated arcade machine, but I can definitely understand what long-time Street Fighter players feel with this game, as there was a seventeen-year gap between this one and Street Fighter III, which was released back in 1999, making the game feel like the proof of the crossing over of the franchise’s mainline titles into the modern gaming world. And to me, Berna and I sitting together on a Chinese New Year afternoon, duking things out with each other once again feels like a return to the times when our romance was still budding, an early reset of the tone of our relationship to that of a happy one.
Before we became an official couple, we were like two teens who were playing a guessing game of feelings. But aside from that, we usually played Mortal Kombat X after work, pulling off fatalities until our wrists hurt. Our Street Fighter game felt like a return to those peculiar but exciting our pre-courtship days, except this time, instead of figuring out what each other feels, we now affirm each other of the love we share and the relationship we have. One thing hasn’t changed though, and that’s us bringing the virtual pain on one another. It’s what we needed, as we had been through a not-so-minor-but-not-so-major strain in our relationship last Friday and Saturday, as I seemed disinterested with her on our Fri-date, wherein we watched a boring-ass movie and fell asleep , then I even considered going to a drinking session even though she’s strongly advised not to because I’m already drowsy. Monday, other than being a throwback, was my reparation for the things I’ve done wrong, and a chance for us to do what she wanted last Friday. Not so surprisingly, I loved it a thousand times better than The Revenant. Fuck yeah, it’s geek culture over borderline pretentious artsy-fartsy crap.
We’re the type of couple who love talking. A lot. In fact, there are many times when we prefer to just chat rather than watch or do something. So after our rather zany Street Fighter session that left me wanting more, we hit BF Ruins, a nearby dry market full of stalls that sell clothes, toys, food, pirated DVDs, smartphones and their accessories, and vape-related goods. I bought an Arceus plushie, while she bought chili balls and dynamite for us to share while we sat on one of the tables at the middle of the place. As we ate our snacks, I remembered the first time we went there, which was when I was still courting her. We were eating quail eggs, I think, and we were talking about how I’d know when we’re already official. She told me that I should be the one to ask her if we’re already official. She then added that when I pop the question, it has to be a surprise and the mood has to be perfect. My crazy little mind thought that there’s no better time than that exact same moment, so I just let it rip in the middle of a place that’s devoid of class and atmosphere. Of course she didn’t answer my question, but she told me that she felt as if she was going to have a heart attack. Fast forward from that point in time to Monday last week, back to us eating street food there once again, except this time the question has already been answered with a resounding yes for almost two months already; and this time was no longer about us becoming a couple, but about us returning to being a happy couple after a day or two of conflict.
After our last hurrah at Army Navy, where we shared an eight-inch Starving Sailor Sandwich and Freedom Fries, we went home happy. And for me, even though the things we did were relatively simple, it was one of the best dates I’ve had with Berna. Maybe it’s because the dark days before our date forced me to put things into perspective. It reminded me of the things we’ve been doing right since day one, and by doing my part as she did hers, we were able to turn what’s ordinary into special once again, and bring back the magic of our first days and elevate it to an entirely new level.
It might seem strange that I’m talking a lot about the beginning even though we haven’t even hit two months yet. But for me, it’s not. I’m not missing that intoxicating feeling of newness; it’s just that our reconciliation allowed us to take ourselves back to our wonderful first few days and replace its former fuel, which is the thrill of the chase, with a new one, which is the assurance, consistency, and dedication of our love for each other. Just like Street Fighter IV, this is a start that feels both familiar and completely fresh, and I will always remember the awesomeness of it and our first days in mind. By doing so, I’ll never forget both the most amazing girl to ever come into my life, and the A-game that have made and will make me pursue and choose that girl every day.
I love you Berna. May our restored bond, the magic of our Monday date, the joys and struggles to come, and the times we’ve been and will be together make us last longer than Street Fighter. Let’s see how many sequels we can play.
P.S. I swear I’ll no longer play Blanka. 😛